Today's forcast.....calm!

So as you know, there I was driving to Bellaire last night on the crappiest roads known to man!! 20 miles an hour and white knuckles all the way. When suddenly, a calm washed over me. There was a voice in my head saying" I can do this" I love it when you are in my head!! No matter what I am doing and how hard it is for me, you are there. I can FEEL it! It just makes things that much more simple when you can face life with the attitude of, "YES, I CAN DO THIS!" But believe me, if I didn't feel your presence everyday, I wouldn't be able to say, "Yes I can"! I think the same thing applies to everyone around that knew you. That's what happens when you touch someones life!! It's FOREVER!! You're not there one minute and then the next minute gone! You are here always!! Now don't get me worng, I am NOT going to make it a habit of driving in that crap!! But, if I have to, I know you will be there and that makes ALL THE DIFERENCE IN THE WORLD!!! Peace out LIl Man!!

Forgot to stop and smell the roses....

Hey Lil' Man....So you know the old expression, "Stop and smell the roses"? Well you would think I would know how important that really is, but sadly, I forgot. It took someone very special to remind me ( you know who they are!!) and I am so glad they did. I have been so busy worrying about my own problems that I haven't slowed down for 2 seconds to see how my decisions would affect others. I haven't written to you in SOOO long and for that I am deeply sorry. I also accidently cancelled my websites not knowing that it, in turn, deleted your memorial site. But, I am happy to say that it is back up and will be fully functional with new features by the weekend. I think of you everyday when I am not running around like a chicken with my head cut off!! But there are others that continue to run around like chickens so they don't have to think, remember, relive......we both know that this is not the answer and I pray that you will put your lil' arms around each and every one of them and let them know that it IS ok to do all of that. We NEED to do that to help heal. This would have been a huge year for you, but I can at least tell you that I am proud of you and what you have accomplished in your short time with us!! You have already made us SOOO PROUD!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!!!