Forgot to stop and smell the roses....

Hey Lil' Man....So you know the old expression, "Stop and smell the roses"? Well you would think I would know how important that really is, but sadly, I forgot. It took someone very special to remind me ( you know who they are!!) and I am so glad they did. I have been so busy worrying about my own problems that I haven't slowed down for 2 seconds to see how my decisions would affect others. I haven't written to you in SOOO long and for that I am deeply sorry. I also accidently cancelled my websites not knowing that it, in turn, deleted your memorial site. But, I am happy to say that it is back up and will be fully functional with new features by the weekend. I think of you everyday when I am not running around like a chicken with my head cut off!! But there are others that continue to run around like chickens so they don't have to think, remember, relive......we both know that this is not the answer and I pray that you will put your lil' arms around each and every one of them and let them know that it IS ok to do all of that. We NEED to do that to help heal. This would have been a huge year for you, but I can at least tell you that I am proud of you and what you have accomplished in your short time with us!! You have already made us SOOO PROUD!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!!!